Hey everyone!
This post today is especially dedicated to my dear ASTROBOY!!! :)
Haha.
Happy birthday dude! :)
Hope you have an awesome day.



Dinner and Desert Chinese Restaurant & The Mind Cafe at Purvis Street






Apple Tea!


Apple Crumble!

Hey everyone!
I'm craving doughnuts. :D
Anyway.
Since christmas is coming i thought i'd post this.
I just found this vid recently.
Of Archie and his mum singing Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas.
It's just so touching!
And his mum sings really well as does Archie. :)
But i just wonder where all her height went to.
Haha.
Enjoy!!!

I think i should have hugged you yesterday.
Cause you deserve much more than a wave & a smile.
Next time.
And thank you, again. :)

Being quarantined kinda is soooo troublesome.
I even have to worry about how to ask if i wanna go out for a class bbq!
It's not even as if i'm asking to go clubbing!!!
Which i don't.
FYI.

Yeterday I met John Mayer and Corbin Bleu.
OMG I KNOW RIGHT.
Haha.
Just kidding.
Well two people very simliar to them and another girl. :)
Apparently we knew them since kids.
But frankly i can't remember.
But somehow they did.
Oh well.
Even as kids we made a huge impact right sis??? XD
HOHOHO!
Well the two boys have definitely grown and they are REALLY AWESOME at the guitar.
LIKE SUPER MAJOR.
Really. :)
And their sister is really PRETTY.
ALSO LIKE SUPER MAJOR.
And i love her hair, and she's just really nice. :)
SWEET!
I felt pretty demoralised at first surrounded by awesomeness.
Overall in the end, i think it was a pretty great reunion.
More like a start of new friendships.
Since i kinda didn't recognise them still.
Yes yes i feel very guilty. :(

Anyway.
As a result, i stayed up really late last night and my eyes are failing me this very instant.
But i think i'll just sleep early today. :)
I'm out!

Ah.
I'm so tired.
Just so SUPER tired.

Come to think of it after all this time.
I never saw that book he wrote.

Time to bake.
Everyone could use a cookie with so many lectures tomorrow. :)

Hey whoever reads my blog!
I'm not in absolutely high spirits but i think i'll manage.

I just told my parents my results.
And well my dad i know he's upset but encouraging.
But knowing my mum she immediatly went into her 'I have so much to say!' nonsense.
Well at least she has something to say though it's not good and my legs will have scars.
The only other time she talks is when she wants to use her credit card or do anything (UGH) korean.
Yes i'm the only one in the family who retained.
I've accepted the fact.
I know she is going to go on later about how stupid i am and what a disgrace i am.
What can i do but sit down and listen...
To a person who only scolds me when i do something wrong.
The first thing would just be to scold.
For her maybe it doesn't work any other way.
But FYI, for it me doesn't work that way.
But what can i do?
Raise my fist in fury shouting about how you only bother when my results are bad or do something wrong?
I never do anything right isn't it?

Do you want to know why i gave up playing the piano?
Do you also want to know what it's like to have a very talented sister to match up to?
You say you want to learn to play the piano if you had the chance?
Sure go ahead.
See how easy it is to try tolerating people saying 'Oh that's a song you're playing? Why does it sound like it's in bit's and pieces?'
IT'S CALLED PRACTISING DOOSHEBAGS.
If you haven't realised.
I'm not my sister.
I can't play your KOREAN music by EAR OKAY GRANDMA?
As loving as you are.
I HATE IT WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN APPRECIATE MY EFFORT WHEN I'LL ACTUALLY PLAY FOR YOU.

Honestly i wonder what family i have when everything is so broken?
But a few days ago i realised that guardian angels do exist in times where you just feel like everything is crashing down on you...

Girls first:

Julaiha: Thank you for the words of encouragement. Even though i must say they are in a very nerdy way but it is also very mature and full of understanding making me feel very comforted. Love you!

Wen Xuan: Haha. You and your weird Er Hu. Thanks for trying to cheer me up and just like Julaiha and suggest ways in which i can improve. And offering to come over and study with me! :) I'm touched!

Chelsea: For crying with me and providing me with tissue!!! AND FOR BEING SO SUPERBLY PREPARED AND OPTIMISTIC FOR THIS. HAHA. Everything will be okay yea? I know it will be. We'll get through this together! Just don't leave school! :)

Josephine: DARLING! :D Thanks for always coming to me and hugging me when i was crying or sick like and crying along with us for no apparent reason! :P Your simple gesture just makes it all so much better!

Pirinitaa: Well waddaya know. Spongebob came to save me. :) Thanks for offering to help me especially whenever i am sick or look like i'm going to faint. And when you say you understand what i'm going through, i truly know you do.

CK: For hugging me and looking sooo blur. BUT CUTE. Even that made me feel like giggling! :)

Zi Hui: I BLAME YOU FOR MY CRYING YESTERDAY! Haha. XD BUt you know i love you right? Thanks for hugging me and knowing that the thought of leaving friends was even sadder than our results. :) Don't leave school ke yi ma? Wo hui xiang nian ni! X(

Pamela: Haha. For being and awesome daughter, and the Ít runs in the family.' thing. Like how awesome is that? :) Thanks for cheering me up tenfolds!!! Hai zi!!!

Elena: BABE!!! I owe you so much! From calling me to texting me, to offering to let me sleep and cry at your place! :) I LOVE YOU LOADS. When you spoke to me on the phone the previous night, you just calmed me down so much and i felt as if i had a third sister sitting next to me talking to me. All your 'Vicky's!' and hugs made me feel so insanely happy! :)

Xue Ying: For making me realise that there actually someone quite similar to me. And you made me feel so much better and also inspired me to not give up. :) And you're just really super nice la! :) Kind of like a bigger sis! Hehe.

Shu En: You waited for me!!! Which was quite unexpected! :) But i'm so eternally happy! You're the closest friend i have to a piece of MG home and having someone who understands the MG way and whatever, i'm super gald that you were around to cheer me up and understand how i feel. LOVE YOU! :)

Xiu Hui: For the unexpected offering of a shoulder after not being that close and all. :) I'm very touched by your kind offer! :)

Aticca: For your deep words of wisdom.*rubs chin* Haha. :)

To all the drama babes: FOR CARING ABOUT ME. :) I love you guys.

Boys:

Actro: You like kinda came out of nowhere like ASTROBOY. Haha. But thanks for being like so calm and relaxed all the time it kind of rubbed off on me. :) And your really weird and funny attempts at trying to cheer me up. It worked! :)

Naing Oo: LIKE OMG. HAHA. Thanks for always being so electrifyingly exciting anf funny! I always look forward to chinese to bitch with you so i forget all the other shit of the world. I love your Ýa's'and ÓMGs!' and you never fail to brighten my day when you call me Baby V!!! XD

JJ: Hey! I've got so much to thank you for. I think i owe you more than just wish coupons! HAHA. I'm so eternally grateful that you showed up at NTU and talked things over with me. Like really a lot. I don't think i've told anyone that much nonsense about home in such a humorous but serious way. It allevaited the pain and your cute face made me feel like laughing every 5 seconds! It's not a bad thing really. I really liked it. XD Thanks for your funny, adorable and sometimes practical suggestions. AND ALSO for following me around everywhere like a body guard till i got home. I knew i wasn't alone. You're INCREDIBLY SUPERBLY sweet!!! XOXO. HEE!



It's been an insane and emotional ride for me this week.
To everyone else who made it so much better.
Thank you sooo much. :)
Right now i feel like personally giving all of you a hug.
But i'm stuck in this stupid home of mine and well.
I reckon it'll be this way for a while. :(
Feel free to come visit me though!
Hint hint. ;)
And congrats to the people of 09S03 who did make it up one step ahead!
Good on you!

I hope the rest of the days this year won't be so tormented.
Knowing you guys have my back and He is always with me. :)
Just one prayer away.
See you guys!
Hopefully before the penguins get back,
I'll be waterproof. :)

Punishing myself.
I don't deserve anything.
Not till i earn something.
When i work hard, then do i truly deserve something.
Everyone is wrong about me.
I'm not hardworking.
I'm not.
Maybe the only thing i've worked hard for is PW and Bio after Mr Chang arrived.
But then it was still too late.
I just thought i was doing everything the right way.
But i wasn't.

To Julaiha and Wen Xuan.
Sorry i had to bail at the last minute.
They wanted me at home...
And i have to study.

And as for the the class outing,
same goes.
I'm sorry i can't show even though it's the last.
I'm pretty sure it'd be awkward after all that.
It is already awkward enough in school that i'm actaully thankfull that there are no more chinese classes.
And to the birthday boy,
Happy birthday!
Hope you enjoy eating a lot and well just have an awesome time. :)
I'm sorry i can't be there on your special day.
I'm sure it would be equally special without me. :)
I'm fine.
Don't worry!

Well now.
Time to atone for my sins.
See ya 09S03.

Yes.
A few hours ago.
All the hard work and tiring hours of PW has finally paid off.
YES.
It's over.
I'm going to miss woking with my teammates though.
I'm glad everything kinda worked out in the end. :)
PJ402.
CHEE.
I mean PJ042.
No hard feeling there eh? ;)

And it's the start of new beginnings as well...

Pics from EMA's







Tokio Hotel smoking HOT.









Bill WORKS IT. XD
I swear he can become BFFs with Adam.
Just PLEASE DON'T BE GAY TOO. X(



I'm glad Joe finally got a newer nicer do.

Credit MTV Europe Music Awards 2009 Berlin Official Website for the photos!

OFF TO BED EVERTYONE.
EXAHSUTED.
Out.

OMG.
I think my ear is swelling for some reason.
I kept getting blood rush during the chinese paper.
Anyway.
The chinese paper wasn't too bad.
A passage about Walt Disney and Mickey Mouse.
Wow.
AMAZING.
They can even come up with lessons to learn from that.

Today is All Souls Day as well.
Loving and missing you Great grandma and grandpa.
And the grandpa i never met. X(
I'll see you in heaven one day. :)

Anyway.
Gotta run.
Making up for mistakes and sleep.
Hee.
OUT.