I know i'm not made to study.
I can.
But everytime i sit down for a while.
My stupid mind starts to wonder.
I know my studies are important.
I know it.
But still i can't sit.
And look at the notes.
It just doesn't help my ambition.
And where i want to be.
I just keep thinking of what i could be if i was not in Sg.
Probably living and rocking it now.
I won't stop trying.
I just won't.
I may not be the best out there.
But i'll give whatever i got.
And try even harder.
And for my studies.
I'll just try my best to concentrate and get reasonable grades for the moment.
Please Lord.
Help me.
My stomach is overflowing with the feeling of remorse and fear of failing those blasted promotional exams.
Holidays are not looking terribly fun.
Oh 12 November stay away.