Is it me?
Or do i actually find myself wanting to go back to school?
This feels horrible.
Not just the fact that i do, want to go back to school.
But i can't talk, or sing very well...
I can't even step out of the room to touch the black and white keys and not breathe whatever all that is inside onto everything.
GOSH i didn't think i'd ever find my room so suffocating.
I'm still unsure when i'll be able to put on the white blouse and grey skirt.
But i think tomorrow would be a safe bet.
I think.

Anyway i was watching Hannah Montana (OMG I'LL PROBLABLY SLAP MYSELF FOR ADMITTING THIS) and Wizards of Waverly place.
I was only watching Hannah Montana cause it's funny and i just wish as i was lucky as that woman who can't sing.
And the stories.
A few i saw.
Really made me feel so so much better.
Not less stressed from studies or anything but just, better. :)

I really like this song. It's duet by Miley and David A.(CUTENESS)
And i don't know.
It just hit me.
Like the apprehension, yet interest, innoncence, and joy of meeting someone new, and getting to know that person. :)



I Wanna Know You by Miley Cyrus featuring David Archuleta

Woah woah ohh
Woah Oh
Woah woah ohh
Woah Oh
Woah woah oh (Woooaaaahhh)
Woah Oh
Woah Oh

Miley:
When I saw you over there
I didn't mean to stare
But my mind was everywhere
I wanna know you

David:
But I guess that you're the kind
that says whats on her mind
But you listened when I had
something to show you

Miley:
There's a mark above your eye
You got it in July
fighting for your sisters reputation

You remember peoples names
And valentines are lame
So I bring you flowers for no occasion
Ohhhh yeah

Woah woah ohh
Woah Oh
I wanna know you
Woah woah ohh
Woah Oh
I wanna know where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so!

You smile and never shout
You stand out in the crowd
You make the best of every situation

Correct me if I'm wrong
You're fragile and you're strong
A beautiful and perfect combination

Yeah!
Woah woah ohh (Yeah)
Woah Oh
I wanna know you
Woah woah ohh
Woah Oh
I wanna know where you go
I wanna find out what you know
And maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself (Yeah)

Like how you are with me
In our future, history
Maybe someday down the road
I'll sit back and say to myself
Yeah, I thought so!

I thought so
Ooh
Yeahhh
Wooooaaahhh

Woah woah ohh (Yeeeeeaaaaaahhhh)
Woah Oh (Yeeeeaaaahhhhh)
I wanna know you
Woah woah ohh (Yeeeeeaaaaahhh)
Woah Oh (Yeeeeeeaaaaahhh)
I wanna know where you go (Woah woah ohh)
I wanna find out what you know (Woah Oh)
And maybe someday down the road (Woah woah ohh)
I'll sit back and say to myself (Ooooooohhhhohoh yeah)
(Woah Oh)

Like how you are with me (Oh yeah, yeah)
(Yeeeeaaaahhh)
(Woah woah ohh)
In our future, history (Yeeeeeaaaaahhhh)
(Woah Oh)
Maybe someday down the road (Yeeeeeeaaaaaahhhh)
(Woah woah ohh)
I'll sit back and say to myself (Yeeeeeaaaaahhh)
(Woah Oh)
Yeah, I thought so!

:)

Hey hey everyone!
I changed the songs.
Something that make me feel a lot better and stronger. ;)
This week has been paticularly tough.
It started on Wednesday with a SERIOUS scolding and whacking from my mum.
Then all those shitty feeling and things that have been happening just came to mind with that.
Which was insane to the point i couldn't take it.
It's so hard trying to please everyone.
Here i am trying my best to recover from everything, trying my best to please others and myself, trying to do what i want to do but they keep shouting and people keep on reminding me.
Sigh.
I really wish i was just born overseas and brought up differently.
I hate Singapore life.
I want to taste snow, exeperience summer holidays,
get to do what i want to.
At least i'll have a shot at it.

Graduation was yesterday!
I was so happy to see everyone yesterday!!!
Catching up and knowing what's been happening with everyone.
It felt like home.
But i was super sad cause frannypoo and kennymoo didn't show. X(
I knew frannypoo was sick but i doon't know about kennymoo.
Nevertheless, it was fun and nervewrecking to go onstage and collect a blank cert. :P
The best part of course was still seeing everyone again.
We'll always be 4M.
Always and forever from MGS. :)

I tore you out of my heart.
And my loneliness ain't killing me no more.
Like you said,
I can do so much better right?

Gosh.
Things haven't been going that great lately.
Pertaining to results.
I have improved though not good enough.
But at least i don't feel so bad cause i know did study. :)
Just gotta do that even harder i guess.
From the ways things are going.
It seems like everything, is going to get tougher from now.
It already has been like that for the past two weeks.
But i gotta get a grip of myself and start pushing and not waste time.
I wish i could be a kid again.
I was just watching Minutemen, Enchanted and Narnia: Prince Caspian.
Obviously not all at one shot but.
I just felt so much bliss...
Watching.
I wish i could be a hero too.
Just once...
Do what i really want to do...
But i know that's it's so far away.
I just want to go there now.
Now...
But I'll be strong.
I'll weather the hurricane.
I'll keep trying.
I get there someday.

Lla liah.
"And then i had to spoil all by saying something stupid like i love you."
I'll pretend nothing happened.

No boundaries to HOTNESS!!!



SEE???!!!
THIS IS WHY HE SHOULD WIN.
Where's Kris?
HMM???
I DON'T KNOW.
Who cares.
Oh well that's all for today.
Just gaze at the sexyness talent. XD

IT'S THAT TIME OF YEAR!!!
WHERE YOU SNUGGLE BEHIND ON THE COUCH AFTER A NICE SHOWER AND DINNER...
WITH A BOTTLE OF COLD CHOCOLATE MILK...
AND COOKIES. XD
AND I'M NOT. NOT TALKING ABOUT CHRISTMAS.
WHO DA HELL TALKS ABOUT CHRISTMAS IN SUMMER???!!!
ANYWAY!
IT'S WIMBELDON SEASON!!! XD
WOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
Well actually it's ending already.
Watching the two Andy's play now.
Roddick & Murray.
Wonder who will win.
Too bad there ain't no RAFA NADA.
Get it???
HAHAHA.
Anyways.
YEP.
YAYNESS.
Something to do since we are somewhat quarantined at home.
RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!
PFFT!
And the genius of people who call themselves ministers and yada yada,
Decide to give us MYE.
AT HOME.
HELLOOO??????
Too stressed lately???
It's the most insane idea ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And not it a good way.
I understand we are on LOA.
But there's something called rescheduling!!!
I don't care if we are a bit slow.
We can pick up pace sooner or later or give others a break and let them slow down a little with us.
GOSH.
What is the world coming too.
I have plans for tomorrow finally.
Not boring at least like today.
MATHS and ewwww.....
Hopefully i can take darling sapphire along as well...
AND WALKING!!!!!!!!
I CAN WALK FAR AWAY ON FLOOR THAT ISN'T ONLY MARBLE AND PARQUE!!!
YESSSSS!!!!!!!!
Haha.
Anyway i'm gonna have tons of fun and buy loads of shit.
YOU BET I AM.
Anyway gotta go back to the TV.
Duty calls.
Must watch Wimbeldon. XD

iPod playlist:
Daughtry - Over You
David Cook - Permanent
Vanessa Hudgens - Paper Cut
Christina Aguilera - Fighter
Kelly Clarkson - Because of You
Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry
Jonas Brothers - Fly With Me
Adam Lambert - No Boundaries

The last two songs have absolutely no link but I listen to them because I LOVE those songs recently and it makes me feel better. :)
I'm really exhausted today.
RUTH my jellybean!!!
I'll pray for you and i know you will get better! :)
Thanks keith for helping me out with Chemistry today and well i'm just happy to talk to ya! :)
That's all for today.
Going to play the piano now then study! :)
I'm going to be awesome at it one day.
Just watch.