Oh my GOSH.
I swear...
Why is it so freagging hard to let go???
It's been days since saturday...
My thoughts have all finally comprehended...
I know what i'm supposed to be doing and i know what i'm not supposed to...
But why is it so bloody hard?
WHY IN THE WORLD DID I OPEN MY STUPID MOUTH???
I hope i can get over this soon...
I will get over this soon...
It's no use feeling this way if nothing is returned.
For my own good.
I'm just so confused and...
I don't know...
I don't.
I felt like i was sharing...
I hated it.
I'm sorry for the selfish no-gooder i am.