I feel my slapping myself.
Seriously.
I should be feeling happy and confindent about the way i am.
BUT NOOO.
I gotta feel all crappy and like some loser...
Well i'm not going to be feeling sorry for myself anymore.
I JOLLY WELL DON'T DESERVE THIS KIND OF SHIT ANYMORE.
So i'm not going to care anymore.
The hurt is now turning into anger.
Which is bad and i should totally let it go.
But it's just like that okay!
What happened.
I can't say it's nothing and i don't think i can pretend anymore.
So forget it.
It's no point salvaging it anymore.
I just can't do it.
Not now.
I'm sure you'll be just fine without me.
I know you will be.
I can't change the ways things are.
I can't do it alone.
OMG.
Wth i don't know what i'm saying.
Maybe it'll get better after a while.
I don't know.
Depends on time now.
Gosh do i wish this was an once a week affair.
It'd be so much more easier.

Bio MYE yesterday.
I think i actually knew what i was writing!!!
Miracle i swear.
Miracle.
OH no.
And chem is tomorrow.
I can't wait till the papers are over till friday.
Even though i have no one to go out with at the moment.
I'll find someone.
HAHA.
If not i'll go house hopping!
YEA.
WATCH OUT YA'LL.
Chem is tomorrow.
Wish me luck.
I think i'm pretty screwed.
Help me. X(
Still have chinese (HAH) and math.
Thank heavens.
First small lap going to be over in a short while.
And OMG.
I have a new hot neighbour.
How awesome is that??? ;)
Can't wait to go out soon!!!



Adam Lambert:
- I'm trying to be a rockstar people. I shouldn't be eating ice cream. I need to lose some weight.
- Whoever is pretending to be me, shame on you. (Cause he doesn't have a Twitter account)

OMG TOTAL HOTNESS.
You know you can't deny it. XD