Hey all.
I'm really really exhausted.
Things are getting a little complicated as always for me.
But i guess it's really not that bad this time around.


1. Do I want to forget?

Honestly. No. I'd never chose to forget because the feeling is just wonderful but now it's becoming a bit unbearable. But i'll be okay eventually. And i can NEVER EVER forget who you are as a person. It's just mission impossible. :)


2. Are you ok?

No naturally i'm not. I don't think anyone in my kind of position would be. I'm just trying to be really strong for you and myself. I don't like being sad and i don't want to you sad cause of me... And i can't afford to see the principal. Gotta pass those blasted mid years. This has never happened to me before so, i'll learn to walk again. Don't worry. :)


3. Why me?

HAHA. I felt like saying this, 'Why not you?' Haha. Despite the fact that it's breaking rules. Lol. Of course no one think of themselves that highly but i takes someone to see it in you. UNLESS YOU'RE AN ARROGANT ASS. :P But most people aren't like that anyways i think, and definitely not you. Why? Because you saw me when i was invisible. Your smile and seeing you almost everyday when i'm sad it's like the rain on my window pane and the snow on my face that i have never felt before. (I LOVE the rain) It's absolutely lovely and thriling that makes me so joyful and warm on the inside. Though my expressions all have to do with the cold. Even though i may give you a slap of a pinch, you have no idea how i'm bursting with glee on the inside like a child. :) You encourage me, you try to see the best in me, you even shield me for ebil presences! You re-ignite that hope in me when i feel utterly loss and upset... Even your singing, it's enough to brighten my day... I can't be anymore grateful than i already am... If i could be anymore grateful, yea. I'd do that. :)


4. What are you thinking about?

I feel like giving up as much as i don't want to... Cause i honestly don't know what to do. I'm wondering why i was so foolish. I just seem to be so blind, looking in all the wrong places. Your friend. Maybe it's not right for you to do all... this... so often for me. You should be doing it for your friend right? And your friend, is so so... lucky.



I'm sorry....
And just remember,
I don't want you to ever leave my side,
Don't forget...