Hey hey!
As quite a few people know i haven't been doing great lately...
I failed three tests in row.
I've firmly decided i shall no longer regret and study.
So if maybe if i don't do well i'll feel much better! :)
And hopefully JC life will be less painful in terms of studies.
AND I'M BUYING HER BANANAS.
HOPEFULLY IT'LL HELP HER CONTROL HER FLUCTUATING EMOTIONS.
And thank you everyone for making me feel so much better!!!
You have no idea how much it means to me!!! :)
I keep saying that but seriously.
It's more than you can imagine! :)
My sexae werelord!
Thanks for trying harder in combined efforts with Jun Jie or something! :)
It's working i think! XD

Yesterday.
GP.
Gosh you know i seriously think i picked the hard question.
What i did was.
"Is change really necessarily better?"
HELP LA.
I think i'm going to do quite badly. X(
I had breakfast with 1/3 of our class at McDonalds. :)
After that sexy werelord came over to my place to CHILL.
Haha literally.
It was DAMN HOT yesterday.
Plus with sexae people around the temperature is bound to go up no? ;D
AND OMG HOW DARE MY DOGGIE.
I think she's sexist.
She listened to Bryan yesterday.
And it's not as if she listens to me a lot.
THANKS.
Some good friend she is to her fellow female compatriot.
Oh and my poster sticks on the wall!
THANKS BRYAN!
And your sexae powers! ;)
We were supposed to study but we ended up slacking.
And we watched 21.
Super cool movie i swear.
I had no idea Harvard had scandals. :P
But then again i guess which institution doesn't nowadays?
I feel like saying SHADDUP KY!!! but then again he can't hear me.
DAMN.
BTW I SO DON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE.
I think. ;P
OOOOOOH.
I saw some dimwit as well as i was walking down the hill with Brybry.
EWWW.
WHATEVER you PUNK.
THANKS Bryan for coming over and occupying my boring day!!! :)
I had a ton of fun!!!
And you can always come again! :)
I'll practise the piano for you yea?
Hee.

Anyway i think i gotta go now.
Gotta study for econs and hopefully i can go to NTUC later. :P

Yesterday was my b'dae party!
OMG.
THE FUN AND THE PAIN. XD
Let's start with the pain.
Walking up and down the hill about 3 times looking for people.
Making drinks, washing stuff, cleaning up spilled stuff and serving.
Nagged at once.
Accused by my mum for something NOT TRUE.
Or maybe that one was just self denial. :P
Camwhoring.
People playing with my dog.
Adorable ain't she? ;)
Watching movies. (Wolverine *HAHA* and Wanted)
Sorry about not being able to watch scary movie 4... :(
Talking nonsense.
Cake!
AND especially having everyone i wanted over!
Thanks you guys really for everything!!! :)
Presents and all but more importantly for coming and remembering!
That really really means soo much to me. :)
Love you guys!
And i saw Taken after everyone left!
Hehe.
So you can imagine that i'm still dead beat now so my post ends here for today!
Toodles! :)
XOXO

I didn't go to school today.
Yawn but i watched a bit of Sonny With A Chance and The Suite Life so i made feel a bit better about missing econs. ;)
When i turned on my phone this morning i got a reply from Sandra, drama relay, and a message from someone i least expected.
But then i wondered, where was everyone else?...
So much for not being the invisible kid.
Then lena's message came in and then melly's shortly after, so i brushed the thought aside.
Soon after i got a call from Sandra.
And she shared with me her wonderful news. :)
I must say her taste is good. ;)
Hehe.
Happy birthday dear! :)
You'll always be the kind of little smarter sister i never had.
Love you lots! :)
Looks like everyone is already starting to move on.
Things haven't been great and all here...
Grandma, school and stuff.
But i think i'm starting to want more things for myself.
Not just things, but people, skills and chances.
I'll just try for everything i can.
And maybe i'll get them someday. :)
Cause i want to get them someday.
Well.
Now i'm off to play the piano.
Tata!

Oh man.
This week there are tons of tests.
And tons of assignments. X(
Horrible.
Disastrous.
The past few days were pretty boring.
Drama elections.
Does that count? :P
I hope i get a pretty good post. :)
Otherwise i have nothing much to be excited about.
So of course i started thinking.
I think i have just lost some parts of my history and the people in them...
It hurts...
Like crazy.
And like how they forgot me...
It's a new beginning.
I think i have accidently done something.
It just happened...
That is making me feel sad and a little crappy too...
But i'll try.
Try my very hardest to smile.
So you will too, and not worry.
You try to cheer me up even when i'm all demoralised.
Cause i just want everyone to smile.
I'll be happy because i have really good friend who always wants me to smile.
Thank you.
I'm really glad it's you. :)

OMG.
Long week to go.
With stupid temperature taking and all even that 15 mins extension is freakin sucky.
The drama production will finally over tomorrow. :)
At least we don't have to stay so extremely late.
That's the only thing that i'm actually happy about the swine flu.
Leave school by 7.45 if not we'll drag you out!
BY ALL MEANS, i'll comply to that rule. XD
Efforts finally paid off...
I hope.
At least i'll try not to be hopping around in the dark trying to slip on my sandal.
Embarrassing much. X)
So much work and a few tests coming up.
Somebody please be praying for me.

I met up with frannypoo!!!! on Sunday.
AT LONG LAST. X)
I got a lift from gabriel cause they were going to the St Joseph's fun fair too.
How i missed my frannypoo and i'm so elated that we got to meet up, walk around and chat.
We shall meet up more franny k? :)
I saw Mamma Mia on Sat.
OMG.
Most random musical/movie.
People just start singing and getting married out of the blue. :P
Hahaha.
How.... AWKWARD! XD
But it is a terribly cute movie i must say. :)
Sunday.
Church.
Same old same old.
My mum just had to open her mouth and tell everyone i was having a party.
PARTY POOPER. X(

Both Brother and frannypoo said something on Sun that made me pretty happy. :P
Something juvenile to happy over though.
I think.
Or maybe i'm just in self denial. X)
Yes i will work hard!!!
I'll feel bad for it at first.
But this is a dog eat dog world right?
So i want my share. :D
Long day tomorrow.
Gotta protect my sexae voice. ;)
Nightos!

This week has been a teensy bit scary for me.
It's like a blend of nutella, coffee, cocunut, nuts, and whatever else blended into one.
School is not that great with my uber ugly econs marks for my test.
And Julaiha told me Miss Foo asked something very interesting the other day...
NO MISS FOO!!!!!!
There's nothing!!! NOTHING I SAY!!! :D
Really... :)
And i can't still can't believe chemistry is my best sub so far.
Dorothy must be proud. *sniff*
And remember how i said Shermann would still be teaching us.
Apparently, NO.
My CT teacher is returning from maternity leave and will be teaching us GP as of next monday.
Wonder why she couldnt've stayed home longer.
I'd pay for her leave!!!!!!!!
Nah i'm not that bad...
I'm glad i got the opportunity to be taught my Shermann anyways.
I know i can still try for that A! :)

Yesterday.
Was our second class outing!
But the first for me! :)
And i must say i had ooodles of fun! X)
Yuan Zhang looked really stylish i must say.
So well put together, especially for a boy, in Singapore.
Well done!!! ;)
I was totally diggin Huldah's belt.
What't the word...
FABULOUS! ;)
Bowling was funny.
And i have to say evveryone was pretty darn LUCKY.
With just the first ball people were getting strikes and spares...
AND THE PRESSURE IS ON.
People who desperately to try to spin the ball undoublty failed. :P
But of course a few succeeded! :)
Ck played in my place for a while.
And i'm glad she had fun though my score didin't move very much.
It's all for fun.
Huldah had to leave after bowling, so we went to ice skate.
Haha.
Of course i sucked at first, having never skated in my life.
But i think i was pretty good for a first timer. :)
I did fall once though and ouch was it painful.
But a few friends were in the same boat as me so i can't complain.
It's fun having company on your bum, on the ice. :D
And of course there were always people who will skate with you!
And possibly scaring you out of your skin, RIGHT Bryan? ;)
Even Rui Qi gave me a shock once in a while! :)
Hehe and i got away with having to pay for gloves because i was wearing my half glove thing.
Which almost everyone had a go at trying on. :)
Yayness!!! XD
That wasn't the only thing being shared.
My jacket was being shared too. -.-
Hehe. Oh wells.
After 2 good hours of skating with no lunch,
We went to the kopitiam to CHOW.
Finally.
OMG.
Jun Jie looks like Zachary Quinto in Star Trek.
SCARY. XD
Then we made our way to Marina where they decided to play pool and i had to leave soon after... X(
So sad...
I don't think i will forget this outing anytime soon. :)
I think i learnt a lot about people over this week.
And maybe over a month...
How Mg is so different from other schools like PJ.
And yet some thing are still very similar...
But we still take things as it comes and goes.
I'm going to try to just make the most of out of it all. :)
Zhi Hui's birthday is tomorrow! :)
Happy birthday!
Hope it will be a awesome day for you! :)
Don't forget that your nail is a renewable resource!
It will grow back! :)
Tomorrow will be another.
Ugh. Math Tuition. X(