Yes.
From now on I shall always think before i shoot myself in the foot.
Or do something i actually don't like...
I must think.
I'm sorry i had to...
Cause i was really really sad...

I've been having a headache for a while still i don't know why i followed pirinithaa to watch Push today after bio.
Though it was AWESOME. XD
Really cool, and unexpected.
Love Dakota's wardrobe.
And Camille Belle of course as gorgeous as ever. :D
Pirinithaa.
Her.
Not me. :P
Then i had to go back to school for drama.
Audition people.
It was fun but i'm just too drained to feel anything.
Going out almost everyday is really tiring.

I don't want to go to this church anymore.
I know my dad always tells me it doesn't matter because you go there to talk to God.
Him.
But it's so funny how i can feel so upset and so uncomfortable with God's people...
But feel completely different outside.
Maybe i'm just a lousy socialite.
I'm just afraid to approach them...
It's stupid...

Oh well.
Looking forward tomorrow and class outing. X)

OMG.
I SWEAR I HATE MY SD CARD CAUSE ALL ME AWESOME PICTURES ARE GONE.
AND THIS DEPRIVES ME OF EVIDENCE OF A CERTAIN SOMEONE.
I didn't know librarians, or this paticular one could ever piss me off so much.
I TELL YOU.
She was a FRIGGIN STALKER TOOT AND EVERYTHING ELSE.
We we discussing the script after being chased out of Mcdonalds for more vacancy.
WE EVEN BOUGHT FROM THEM.
Anyways.
So we went to the library and sat ourselves somewhere.
Then we started talking, and realised someone started moving around our area.
First she told us off for being too noisy.
SHE WAS BLOODY EXAGGERATING I SWEAR.
And then she kept hanging around our area.
We couldn't even concentrate cause she was around there.
She even told the lady behind us to tell her if we were making too much noise.
LIKE WTH MUCH.
HATE HER.
We even complained and she went there to listen and defend herself.
Like buzz off!
EWW.

But besides that our script is going along pretty great.
Funny too. X)
I'm happy it's only one story. :)
Yayness!

It's the holidays! :)
I'm going to study and play yo!
Can't wait to catch up with friends! X)
Go out, SHOP, slack, watch movies!
And feel free after this long period of time of hoping,
cause i've realised i can't miss you anymore.

"Who are we?" - Wild Child. XD

OMG.
YESTERDAY CLASS WAS TRE QUIET.
No pirinithaa and no bryan.
ZOMG.
I can't imagine how our class would've been like if ernest and josephine didn't show up too.
I'd practically be hearing crickets! XD
Scary.
Hehe.
At least there was GP. XD
And SOME people seem to be getting the VERY WRONG idea of things...
DAMN.
Oh wells.
BUT HELL AM I TIRED AFTER RUNNING AROUND SO MUCH ON MY OWN.
Though i did enjoy three days of no korean shit.
Stacey's performance yesterday was awesome!
Duffy's already in Singapore ya'll! :)
And as for the RJ humor...
OMG, OMG, OMG. :P
And of course, again, i was right about something.
I'm actually going to miss school.
OMG.
Haha.
But i am meeting the drama peeps at Lot One tomorrow for the scriptwriting!
YAYNESS.


MELLYBABE!


QUACK! Oops. Did i just say that?


What's this? Hmm... JERK and ???


It's It's !!!!!!!!!!!! ZOMG.


Firstly i would like to say, UNGLAM. XD My second counsellor, the boy tester and who facilitated the taking of a photo of the boy in the picture before this.
NOTE: I am not a stalker. I simply used this method to show him (green t-shirt dude) to my sister. Please understand this.


My (actually our) lousy carbohydrate model. :P

I'm so nice. I take pictures where people's faces can't really be seen. X)

Hehe. Till next time! :)

Am i not there anymore?
Cause i don't know where i am in your life.
I can't help that i'm feeling this way.
Nothing's happening...
So it isn't inside anymore...
I've been waiting...
I'm still waiting...
But maybe not anymore.
Cause i'm really tired waiting standing in the pouring rain hoping you'll come shelter me...
I'm cold and wet.
I'm going home.
To my bed and my bunny.
Trying to find the right words.
So that i at least know my umbrella should be in my bag for now...
Till that person on the white horse comes...

Hey!!!
DAMN TIRING week.
I didn't know i was in for this shit in JC.
HAHA.
There was chem test today!
I think i did pretty well...
I think. XD
I miss my beloved dot. X(
I got no one to consult but people who are just as clueless as me.
And stupid donald duck just dashes off after lesson.
Teacher, PFFT.
Drama was short today.
And i hope they are not going to put 2 skits in 20 mins.
There goes good storyline time and MY LINES. X(
OMG.
I don't even want to talk about PE.
I nearly puked on thursday.
GOLLY GEE.
I LOVE SCHOOL.
AND IT'S SO FUN having boys in the school. (I'm SOOO not despo.)
Bully, entertainment and lists. XD
Haha.
And there insane crazy people everywhere.
Gotta love that. X)
I'm going to miss my drama and class mates man.
Every weekend.
I'm just gonna think about you them every time i feel invisible and insanely miserable.
It's my escape from irrationality in the home and loneliness in church.
And there are some things i also, just gotta do...
I must cause i can't take it much longer...
I'm too tired to type out everything that has happened this week...
BUT HELL WAS IT FUN!
Funny, crazy and everything else thrown in!
I hope it keeps gettin' better. :)

I'm not in CJC.
And i have to say, i'm really quite happy i'm not.
I don't hate cj or anything it's just that.
I think the history might repeat itself...
And i definitely don't want that...

I've been really busy over the week.
BOY i really didn't expect jc to be so OMG.
But it is.
PJ really is interesting.
Different people.
And a chance to be new, and me.
I was really really happy on friday.
Cause after school i had some really good company...
Like really good. :)
For once i kind of felt like i really wasn't alone.
Though i'm still getting to know my classmates...
I'm just so grateful...
So very much... :)

It means a lot.
I can't believe i feel so great in school...
I have somewhere i can feel a little happy and at peace...
Without my mum's insane ways.
Without having to worrying about people gossiping about you.
Without having to worry where i fit on busy schedules...
Without being invisible...

Tomorrow is another day. :)