You know suddenly i just don't feel so good...
It's been two weeks and i iwas super high yesterday...
But now as i'm looking through facebook,
i feel as though a wall has been built and i'm outside them...
I still remember how last year,
everyone was like "I don't want to go to (this JC)"
Bla bla bla and on and on with the rumours.
Well most people seemed to have landed up there and appealed there.
How people change.
I'm not complaining,
but i never had issues with that school and i never minded it.
But because i just fell short.
I'm where i am.
Though i must say i'm pretty happy.
But it just feels like cause everyone is talking about it.
I don't know anything about that place...
It feels as though i have to build a new life...
Which i am doing to better myself.
And throw away my past.
However hard i try to be nice.
It somehow seems like i still always have to find out the hard way.
I wonder when it will get better.

I had SOOO much fun yesterday.
I found new friends.
I danced and played with them.
We talked we laughed.
We cheered our hearts out.
I even went high on green tea! X)
And even though my ankle was hurt.
It's going through slowly.
But hopefully we'll come through. :)
SO3 OH YEA!