I'm so tired of feeling this way...
MY MUM IS KILLING ME.
EVER SINCE SHE STARTED WATCHING HER KOREAN SHIT SHE'S BEEN KOREAN THIS AND KOREAN THAT GETTING EMO OVER EVERY LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT.
SHE CAN'T UNDERSTAND AN ACCIDENT.
SHE MAKES MY SISTER AND I SOUND LIKE A BURDERN.
SHE SWEARS A LOT.
SHE NEVER THINKS SHE'S WRONG.
SHE STRESSES MY DAD OUT THOUGH HIS CONDITION DOESN'T NEED ANYMORE OF THIS KIND OF SHIT.
I DON'T BLOODY KNOW WHO SHE IS ANYMORE.
WELL I DON'T THINK SHE'S MY MOTHER.
I've been trying SO DAMN HARD to control my anger and sadness.
YOU KNOW WHAT?!
I'm HUMAN too and i can't take that much SHIT either.
I'M POOPED, YA HEAR ME?!
I'm 100000000% against korean dramas.
That's how much i hate them.
ANTI-KOREAN DRAMAS.

I LOVE DRAMA YA'LL. XD

Hey everyone.
I feel a bit sad and happy.
It's complicated again.
It's cause there are,
Two people
Two places
No time
No understanding
And i'm not sure where i fit in now...
But thank goodness i always have my counsellor.
Dunno how to spell.
THANKS KEITH! X)

School's fun except for one thing which i don't wish to waste my time with.
HAHA YAY.
The guys are damn funny and weird.
FREE ENTERTAINMENT. XD
My cute count is still at five. XD
But i'm sure it'll increase.
Hopefully.
DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA.
LIGHTS CAMERA ACTION.

READY? OKAY! XD
MISS YOU DRAMA PEEPS. X)

You know suddenly i just don't feel so good...
It's been two weeks and i iwas super high yesterday...
But now as i'm looking through facebook,
i feel as though a wall has been built and i'm outside them...
I still remember how last year,
everyone was like "I don't want to go to (this JC)"
Bla bla bla and on and on with the rumours.
Well most people seemed to have landed up there and appealed there.
How people change.
I'm not complaining,
but i never had issues with that school and i never minded it.
But because i just fell short.
I'm where i am.
Though i must say i'm pretty happy.
But it just feels like cause everyone is talking about it.
I don't know anything about that place...
It feels as though i have to build a new life...
Which i am doing to better myself.
And throw away my past.
However hard i try to be nice.
It somehow seems like i still always have to find out the hard way.
I wonder when it will get better.

I had SOOO much fun yesterday.
I found new friends.
I danced and played with them.
We talked we laughed.
We cheered our hearts out.
I even went high on green tea! X)
And even though my ankle was hurt.
It's going through slowly.
But hopefully we'll come through. :)
SO3 OH YEA!

I'm tired so this is going to be short i think.
I miss my OG terribly now...
My class is okay but my OG was awesome.
HAHA. :)
Today was super tiring learning the mass dances and war games.
DAMN FUN.
And it was a super good workout.
HAHA. :)
Tomorrow is less tiring i think.
More dancing but hopefully less games.
Can't take it, too weak. XD
ANYWAY...
I made it into drama!!!!!!!!!! XD
YAY ME!
So did me awesome new friends. :)
ELI-CHAN AND QI-SAMA.
How can i ever forget you guys???!!!
LOVE YA LOTS TOO. :)
Thanks for spamming my cbox.
It was getting lonely. :)
It's Valentine's Day coming up.
And i have no plans.
Hmmm...
We ended so late today i couldn't go buy flowers for my new buddies... X(
Looks like it's something edible then. :)
I'm going to retire now.
Tomorrow is a long day.
Breaking record and stuffs.
Go URSA! :)

Haha.
Hey ya'll!
School has started.
Yes it's pretty cool.
Except that it's super far away.
1. I made some super cool and pretty international friends.
2. THERE'S an AWESOME mall near my school! :) I went mini shopping there yesterday with my new friend melanie. X)
3. I may be joining drama which is super fun.
4. There is a cute guy in my OG. HAHAHAHA.
5. The guys are pretty funny in their own ways. Just funny or blur.

Now for the bad part.
SO MANY LIANS AND BENGS.
SAVE MY SOUL.
I miss english speaking people.
Haha.
And i miss my MG friends terribly.
Thank goodness for the MG bond.
We'll see each other soon i'm sure. :)
Anyway school work seems pretty tough but i'm going to study hard. :)
I'll try my best. :)
Wish me luck!
More orientation next week.
Stupid PE.
And mass dance.
Sounds exciting!
NOT.
That only applies for PE.

Have a great weekend everyone!