HELLO WORLD.
My mummy just pissed me off again this morning.
Don't get me into it.
I'll probably slap someone mistake like i did in the morning.
Sorry kevin!!! X(
Your cantoring was great today.
Better than before. :)

Anyway the weather is pretty nice today.
My kind of weather so i'm trying not to kill myself here. :)
Maybe i'm going to beach later.
Maybe i'm going to my grandma's. :)

Yesterday we had our reunion dinner.
Cause my grandma had dialysis the next morning at 2am.
SO WTH but can't be helped.
The COUSINS! came over! :)
SO FUN. X)
Miss them already.
Luqas is SUPER CUTE.
And the sisters were carrying COACH bags.
I'm so proud. X)
Haha.

Well i'm of to take a nap i think and play some of my sister's 'TANG TANG'
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!
Xing Nian Quai Le, Wan Shi Ru Yi!
I think i got that right. XD

I feel something coming on.
Revolution.

And i've got a new friend.
Confidence.

I feel like i'm going to explode into a million pieces.

My parents think i'm not troubled by my results.
It's been 8 days.
Only 2 people to realise how stressed and worried i am.

I remember my mum say, "I'm proud of you cause you did better than your prelims" on the day i got my results.
I was crying.
A few days later she says, "I've nothing to be proud of, I'm so disappointed..."
She cries.
But i can only cry in my room.

My dad, when people ask about my results he says, "Anyway life moves on, there's still time to change."
But at home it's another 'Are you proud of your results?' talk.
I TRIED.
I really did.
If life moves on, why does he keep coming back to the same old thing?
I get it already.
Am i supposed to cry 24/7?
Of course i'm upset, I didn't expect THIS.
But just because i look like i'm not upset, i'm not upset?

I'm so tired.
I'm so beat up.
My heart feels so heavy it's going to fall into my stomach.
This is worse than the O's.
My mum's disappeared into korean oblivion.
My dad thinks we don't care about our future.
What am i supposed to say when i'm scolded then?
I'd like them to tell me.
Cause they'll always have something to say to what we say.
It's like :
WE'RE ALWAYS WRONG.
THEY'RE ALWAYS RIGHT.

I'm trying SO HARD not to get angry...
But...
I don't know if i can take this much longer.

Heyo.
Today my sister's friend is coming over to go swimming.
But i can't go! X(
WWWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Though kevin is coming over to play!
YAAAY. :)
But me tummy hurts...
AND SHE COOKED FISH CURRY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
WWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I want a hair cut.

I saw this video of the Jo Bros 'Killing Time' before their movie release.
I SO KNEW JOE WAS GOING TO DO SOMETHING RETARDED.
He took the freaggin clock from the wall and used a baseball bat to smash it ending with him saying, "Killing Time".
WHOO.
WAY TO MAKE MY DAY. XD

Anyways.
Frannypoo and jus jus came over yesterday.
SO FUN. :)
Thanks guys for coming!
Loved the company.
Hardly anyone comes... X(
COME MORE.
WE'LL play football instead of basketball!
And i'll take you to frolick fran!!!
PEACE PROMISE. XD
SNAKES AND LADDERS!
LOVE.

HOKAY.
Remember how the last time there was this dude on the bike who asked me for directionas and said my bike was nice?
HE'S BACK.
DUM DUM DUM DUM!!! *cue eerie music*
His name is stalkermmm.
Yes the m's are delibarate.
Ask Jae Joong why. XD
Stupid Korean SHIT.
On with the story.
I was walking back with franny after getting jus jus from the bus stop and then he was near my place and he was like "Oh hey! Do you know where's Jln Ketumbit?"
I was like WTSHIT.
You've cycled here a million time and YOU DON'T KNOW?!
SO i gave him the directions hoping he'd go,
BUT he asked "You sure?"
SHIT.
GO AND CHECK MORON.
BUT of course being nice i just said yes.
AND THEN HE ASKED FOR MY NAME.
SHIT SHIT.
LIKE WHY THE SHIT WOULD I WANT TO TELL HIM????????!!!!!!!!!!!
So i said i couldn't tell him and started walking.
Pissed.
Then he asked again "Sure you don't have a name."
Then i said NO.
I SWEAR I WANTED TO FLING MY SLIPPER AT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then later for some stupid reason he shows up the basketball court after we're done bballing and playing at the playground.
LIKE CURSE MY STINKIN LUCK.
Fran was like "OMG. Is that freakkin guy again! I saw him in the car!"
I WAS LIKE OMJ SHIT SHIT.
AND HE KEPT LOOKING OVER.
SHITTIN HELL.
Then my genius sister said she knew another way home and led us to a dead end.
WTH.
In the end we took cover near the shops.
BUT HE WAS STILL LOOKING.
PHILISTINE.
Me and fran were like OMGing what's his promblem?
Seriously.
Fran totally agreed he had issues.
Look at people so intently.
HE CAN STILL TRY AND FLIRT SOMEMORE.
F.
I hope I DON'T HAVE TO SEE HIS IRRITATING FACE AGAIN.
AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy New Year!
THIS IS FRIGGIN LATE,
but oh well. :)
I'm tired to thank people.
But i'm sure the people whom the thanks belong to, know who they are. :)
I love you guys loads. :)
You are all the bestest!
I had a pretty good week except for my parents scolding me for not doing much wrong. :(
I went over to Franny's!
I love her place!
It's so windy! :D
And i played the Game of Life for the first time in my life!
HAHA.
SO FUN. XD
I kept lending on the good spots!
Anyway results are out this Monday and i hope it's good for everyone! :)
I hope the week will be swell too! :)
Good luck ya'll!