Today.
Well actually a few hours ago.
I was in church in the morning.
And i felt so terribly alone.
Are they my friends or am i too quiet?
I don't know...
At times they are so nice...
Yet times i'm invisible...
And at times i feel like a replacement...
So which one am i?
While whispers remain in the circle...
Then there's that stupid boy.
That one.
The one i hate so much.
But the still someone i want to talk to,
to be close to.
But everytime i have to try to keep myself from falling,
and knocking my head so hard,
to be blinded.
And feeling sadness not belonging to me...
I'm camping at franny's this coming weekend.
It's nice to have someone.
To feel at home.
Hellooo.
I am tired of blogging and also the hols STINK.
Big time.
I've decided i'll try bombard my holidays to run away...
I'm taking on my world from the driver's seat.
I don't know why things are so difficult.
Just to go out.
Just to hug.
Just to have you right next to me.
Penguins are a hindrance,
that can't be helped.
I'm tired...
So i'm taking the back seat...