Haha.
I can't believe it but...
the O levels are so close.
I actually like some of Miley cyrus's songs from Breakout.
Not her voice though.
I think i'm seriously gettin over the JoBros.
BTW.
They said they would never date a fan.
Can't blame them.
Their fans are kinda wild, but we all know the real reason.
LIARS.
BOOHOO.
I MISS MY ROBBIE POOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My mum is crazy enough to allow me to study overseas.
I actually got a fish bone stuck in my throat yesterday.
Even after what happened to penguin.
So troublesome and painful.
Well it's out.
OMG.
And the Britain's Got Talent breakdancer whom i was rooting for,
the cute 14 year who was knocked out on the semifinals last year.
HE WON THIS YEAR.
AWESOME. :D
He's my new screen saver. :D
I still like to look at the JoBros.
But i'm just kinda pissed at them.
Anyway.
So much has been happening but using the com just makes me more sweaty.
Global warming.
Stupid.
So stupid why no one cares.
Anyway.
Gotta go sleep now.
Nighty night.
XOXO

I hate.
I seem to hate eveything now.
I hate me.
I hate being skinny because i get scolded for that and it's not because i don't eat, but my high metabolic rate.
I hate justice.
Cause there just isn't any.
I hate my hormones.
They give me the hideous zits on my face.
I hate the hair on my skin.
Not my head
I hate my teeth for being super sensitive.
I hate being so inflexible.
I hate ACS boys.
Can't explain it.
Just do.
I hate gossipers.
I hate being stuck here.
I hate not being able to pursue my dream.
I hate people who put me down.
I hate people who take my stuff without permission.
I hate that i can't see robin.
I hate studying constantly.
I hate that i can't fly.
I hate bananas.
My Mum. UGH>>>WTH.
I loathe my existence.

I'm just feeling so whatever.
I'm sorry...

I'm feeling better today!
BUT.
Still kinda like whatever with the O's coming and prelims results.
Being stuck at home wreaks!
When I could be out with my friends shopping bowling, whatever.
Anything is better than this.
I just want to get into a dance class and fly to US.
PRONTO.

I updated the music. :)
People i think are getting bored with Demi Lovato.
OH WAIT.
They haven't seen the movie yet.
BUT i have! :D
Anyway there are about 10 songs to pick from if you're annoyed with some of them. :)
I will be putting up a more upbeat song player when i've got more time.
And when i'm in the right mood.

Oh no.
My dad's back.
DIE.
BYE!

I feel that.
I don't know what to feel.
Hate.
Love?
I want Him to tell me.

She glares at me with utter disgust in her eyes,
yet those same eyes can appear so gentle and maybe wise.
She deams me stupid,
an ignorant child.
Still she lays down in front of me,
what precious stones!
She threatens and makes my blood boil,
and now i have been jailed.
For no wrong doings,
just having no rights of what to say and what not to say.
These different people of the same body,
which one is it really?
I want Him to choose.
Her face is unknown to me.

I want to fly.

I want to be me.

And i want MY mummy.