O's are getting closer.
And i'm getting more pimples.
I walked in the rain to chem tuition yesterday.
Right after school.
I had no time for lunch.
I came back home.
And ate the soba my dad just brought back.
Then to A maths tuition.
After A maths.
I have dinner.
Cram lit.
Bathe.
Do more lit.
Surprisingly not sleepy.
I couldn't get up this morn. XD

Oh well.
The maths mock paper was challenging today.
REALLY really challenging.
I don't think i would do that well.
But i like the challenge.
Yes people.
I'm weird.
I think e maths is easier than a maths.
NO help to sally. :D
I should be updating my skin too now that the pic's evidently disappeared.
Back to work now people.
Chop chop! :)





Fruit of yesterdays labour. Literally. The mini guava was from my chem teacher's tree. :D

Yesterday. WAS AWESOME.
For just one reason. :)
I told like half the club today.
Dorothy was like, 'Who goes for lit seminars?'
Eli-chan could tell from my excitement this morn.
and justina was just like WHATEVER.
I know she just jealous cause she wants more love from me.
Hehee.
Toot she is. XD

Today was BORING.
Totally mundane.
I came to school for just PE and bio.
I had a stomachache the whole day!!!
And the racial harmony concert was so boring,
i was folding paper stars.
I spoilt some. X(
It was also completely disappointing that our girls had no performance.
I felt as if the twinning schools had to do all the work.
So poor thing! :(
But the indian dances were HOT. :D
Hehee.

Now i'm feeling horrible after my dad was saying how hardworking all the girls are in my school.
I'm feeling like a loser who can't study for nuts.
Everytime i see that goody two-shoes rachel chew's face,
i just feel like slapping her cause i know my parents want me to be like that too.
But no way will i ever be dedicated to my studies like her.
It's bloody ridiculous!
Not that i hate her or anything,
but just because of people like her,
they are driving people like me nuts!
I can't stand Singapore.
How everything is based upon academics.
It's purely annoying.
How teachers like the smart girls and they don't like the less capable.
WHATEVER.

I'm predicting that i'll be really crazy in a few years from now.
Or maybe even sooner.



J'aime ma Robin! :)





Sally doesn't know her math.

It's the end of chinese today.
WOW.
But i'm not rejoicing.
I think i screwed my last chance for redemption.
Really...
I cried in the bus.
And there was this CJ guy staring at me like he didn't see a girl cry before.
I was quietly sobbing.
Like i seriously dare bawl in public.
For people who know what ny emo face looks like,
they know it's really NOT pretty.
The last time was after mid-years and Justina and Eli-chan did a marvel in cheering me up.
And i think they were kinda freaked out when they saw i was about to cry.
No one is class has seen me cry.
Except Eli and Francesca.
Otherwise i'm the retardedly Jonas/Click five bimbo person.
Jie took me to mac's near the Penguins school to eat,
me eat the happy meal.
And vicky no eat happy meals.
Which i might add was kinda ironic,
cause i totally wasn't happy.
Then it rained.
-.-
Like thanks God.
We were stranded so we called the Penguin
And we still had to walk in the rain to cross the road to wait for the Penguin.
DAGNABIT.

Facebook and friendster will now also be in hibernation.
Permanently.

And i don't think that's the only think that will be permanent...

Tomorrow's Chem mock paper and Bio paper 2 mini mock.
Like whatever.
It's still an exam.
Hell don't teacher's understand.
"It's only a mock paper girls!"
If it is that unimportant,
is it okay if i fail?
No right?
DUH.
Hello?
Anyone at home up there?
SHEESH.
I think Miss lau hates me or something now.

Time to die people!
Val says the world will end in the year 2012.
That doesn't really sound to bad actually...
Justina and Eli.
Stop telling me to stop it about dying lol.
Not real one la k? :)
Love you loads.

I'm stopping ballet at the end of July!
WAH!!! :'( *sniff*
It's only temporary...
But,
I can't stand that!

You Are Ballet

You are quite introverted. You enjoy keeping to yourself and cultivating your talents. You are dedicated and focused. If practice makes perfect, you're willing to keep practicing. While some people may dismiss you as boring, you can be quite edgy and interesting. You can fit in almost anywhere... and your style ranges from conservative to funky.

Heylo people!
Can you believe it if i say school actually wasn't too bad today?
Except fot the first period.
Though i must say it wasn't as bad as i expected.

I knew it was recipe for disaster as soon as qi-sama called last night with VERY DISTURBING news.
Not to mention,
Larine sent me the wrong file.
So i couldn't even prepare.
Nevermid her litle faults.
What i was really pissed off at was the pretending of the Gossip Girl.
Yes.
The Gossip Girl.
I don't like to bad mouth people but i really can't take irresposiblity.
Not that i aren't sometimes but not finishing homework etc.
But i won't do it if affects others.
Well, Gossip Girl was apparently 'sick' and ended up in the sick bay conviently during first period.
WOW.
Like i couldn't tell.
I don't have that good evidence that she wasn't sick,
but seriously!
Who strolls into class 1/4 way (not even half) into chem and look happy but is sick?!
COMMON MAN!!!
Not to mention,
someone even told she called saying she didn't want to turn up today at all.
And she was so obviously trying to escape the presentation with her sore throat last week.
Cannot present because of sore throat.
That's N-E-W.
Cna't she say even a word?
Cannot to present but can gossip still huh?
AMAZING.
If she's embarassed to present with us or something,
just walk out of the group and do your own presentation.
I'm NOT going to put her name on the essay.
If she asks,
i'm not going to tell her cause she jolly well knows why!
So instead of being mean to her.
I'm just going to dao her.
Don't care.
WEML.

I hate doing this but,
UGH!!!
SERIOUSLY!!!

The rest of the day was cool.
Mr Yeo was late and Vicky and Grace were reanacting his shocked face when he realised he forgot our period.
Lol.
Hilarious. XD
And it felt really good not sitting next to Kennymoo for once.
I didn't feel so pressured. :)
And i made stupid careless mistakes on my chem quiz.
I didn't finish drawing my ester cause i fell asleep.
WTH. -.-
-1 mark.
Oh well.
A Quiz is only a quiz.
Exams more important no? :)



I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you.

What Victoria Means

You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it's killing you. You're the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

Song update! :)
No more hello beautiful. :(
What to do.
Change is good.
I'm sure the Jo Bros will be back.
Demi Lovato is close. :)
Camp Rock song this is.
I love it cause i can so relate to it.

Skin update soon too.
I think.
Not sure yet.

I'm in a UGH MY LIFE SUCKS! mood today,
so my post well be up to here today!
Hope you guys like the song! :)
Hugs and kisses!

Friday.
HELLO WEEKEND!

Like that's any better.
I just got back from slack club and i saw people in school with the teacher revising physics!
Way to spoil my day.
Well actually lao shi spoilt it when she poked me with her pen.
So toot.
All the bio is really really pissing me off.
I feel like a blonde with a hollow brain.
And dorothy says she doesn't have any brain.
SHEESH.

Not to mention i've been having stomach problems since like forever.
Even kennymoo thinks i look constipated.
My mum says it's just gastric.
YEA RIGHT!
What kinda gastric lasts for 2 weeks?
She totally doesn't care.
She just wants to watch her same korean show 8 million time over!
HELLO.
BORED MUCH?
Even i don't Jonas every day!

Justina!
My boyfriend!
Don't wear berms tomorrow please?
It totally won't compliment my outfit.
And i don't want to appear in the newspapers as having a sloppy boyfriend. XD
Tomorrow we will walk super fast k?
I shall teach you the art of shopping.
And picking non-ah lian outfits. :DD
GET SMART.
OMG.
CAN'T WAIT.
Deprived me.

97.6fm PLAYED THE JO BROS BURININ' UP!!! XD
It's malaysian radio station by the way.
THEY ROCK! :D
Well at least they are faster at updating their songs.
Seriously.
Singapore's slow.

The new NTUC at Thompson Plaza is cool!
They even have a really cool section for the wines.
Literally cool! :D
Can like sleep there.
Lol.



The world was such a wholesome place until,
Cruella,
Cruella de Vil.

OH no.
The day is already almost gone.
I went to have honey dew and sago just now after school with jie jie.
HUU~
I love the little sago thing.
SO CUTE!
What the world do without sago? :D
I'm at my cousin's house now blogging.
After watching my sister surfing on the treadmill.
Don't ask.
Yes!~

It's confirmed Justina and Sandra will be joining at my table for Founders!
AWESOME.
And i'm taking my boyfriend Justina out shopping on sat.
EVEM MORE AWESOME. XD
Well actually qi-sama is my boyfriend.
Well then maybe i'm like some mistress. :P
It's either that or qi-sama is going gay. o.O
HAHA.
SO FUN!!! XD

Today,
school was school.
I slept through Edna Mode's lesson.
Like seriously.
MOOSES?
HA.
MOOSE.
COW.
DONKEY.
EDNA MODE.
FROG?
XD
PSYCH!

It rained today.
I love it when it rains! :)
It gives me time to think...
And unfortunately miss people even more and wish they were there to cuddle. :)
And so nice to sleep! :P

Gotta run now!
It's burnin' up in this room.
And i look antisocial.
Hugs and kisses!



I need to try to get to where you are.
Could it be,
you're not that far?

Today's coming to end.

The funfair was fun!
Kinda.
Somewhat.
I'm still pissed with my throat.
Kevin!
My sister wants to get at Trevor for taking unglam pics!
Me too!!! XD
Everyone was real enthu at the song dedication booth.
With rubber duckies and dancinng...
Don't ask. XD
But t'was fun! :)
Sean i'm so going to get you for that song dedication.
I did like it in a sense...
BUT WHY DID YOU DO IT???!!!
I mean it's okay if everyone already knew or if they were all wearing ear plugs!
BUT THEY WEREN'T.
I bet 10 million odd people know now.
And Aunty Michelle didn't help by saying that i was at the booth and so was he.
'Yes, they are indeed in a -------------!...'
I can't remember the rest.
She had to say it with such enthusiasm.
That's when you don't need the enthuness.
Haiya.
Nevermind.
I still liebe Robin!
That sounds weird. X)
OOH OOH!
AND I REQUESTED BURNIN' UP!!!
YAY JONAS BROTHERS!!!
LOVE THEM.
Everyone looked pretty clueless since it is a new song and not out in asia yet.
That was pretty funny.
It feels good to be ahead. :P
Actually i had many more songs i love to dedicate.
But people would think i'm nuts and i also had barely any money. X(
Oh yea!
Kevin,
looks like i have more interesting news from the donkey! :D

And my cousin's birthday dinner is later,
I hope it doesn't turn into a mess.
But he's still my cousin. :)
Keeping my finger crossed!
It's at Holland.
Like,
far much?
Oh well what to do?



I walk in the room,
All I can see is you.
You're staring me down,
I know you feel it too.

IT'S THE WEEKEND!

And i'm terribly sick.
and i am still Victoria.
Right Kevin?
Yay. X(
And the funfair is tomorrow.
Double YAY. X(

Well I hope it will be fun if not i'm going to retreat!!!
OTHER people will be coming too so,
Yea.
I think i'm going to be bombarded a little.
I'm going to visit the song dedication booth, nanananana! :D

This week was well,
TRASHY.
Sally had a major problem in class and i seriously wanted to give her the WEML.
But i couldn't.
MOO.
Chinese oral was seriously WTH.
Inflation?
Gimme a break.
The lao shi was totally laughing at me when i said i didn't have a car.
Well, YEA. DUH.
Like who didn't know that.
I totally flipped.
And it didn't help that i knew Ye Lao Shi.
She was my Sec 1 Chinese teacher.
And choir teacher.
Which i so happened to be in.
I'm sure she must have remebered me.
After all my chinese name does only have two characters.
English oral on the other hand i felt was a breeze for me.
Though she interrupted me during picture discussion which made me kinda pissed.
It was about animals.
AGAIN.
I think our teachers love animals A LOT or something.
Idk.
Well at least my examiners weren't that scary.
It's over now.
So what's done is done. :)

Justina i'm still taking you out shopping!~
But must be home in time to watch Taking 5. XD
My cousins birthday is also tomorrow.
So i'm betting tomorrow will be pretty tight.
Yipee! :)
I hope i recover man.
Cause it sucks being sick.
And medication sucks too.



Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time, stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be.
Oh, next to you... and you next to me...