I finally watched Camp Rock today.
I cried.
At the last part though.
And not because Joe kissed Demi, which was cut out from the movie anyway.

It's kind of complicated.
Maybe i'm just not confident enough...
But i guess not many people would understand...



Well at least they are showing Taking 5 on Youth Day on Kids Central.
Yayness! :)
Click Five awesomeness.
No Kyle though. :(

I'm still not sure if i'll still be leaving though...
I really want to and don't want to...
Forget it...

Dorothy!
Welcome to the Robin group!
Though the members are few,
we shall keep it that way. ;)
AND STOP bombarding me with questions.
Seriously.

Justina.
I'm going to take you shopping!~ :D



WEML.

The female Penguin is in such a bad mood today.
Can't take it.
Don't even want to talk about it.
Drama queen award goes to her today.

On the bright the Jo Bros have a new single on iTunes called 'Burnin' Up' and it's already number one on the iTunes Top Songs list just after 12 hours.

Who said they aren't talented? XD
And hot.
Unlike SOME people.

I want the O levels to be over like now. X(



I'm burning up for you BAYBEH!
I'd kiss you today if i got my hands on you.
Once it's over,
there's nothing we're not going to do. ;)

The Camp Rock Movie is on YouTube.
I can't watch.
BUT I WANT TO LIKE NOW!!!!!!!!!
Got work to do.

The Hannah Montana 3-D movie was bogus.
IT WASN'T 3-D!!!
BARELY.
Except for the drumstick.
The drumstick was cool.
Joe looks hot in skinny jeans ok?
Miley seemed almost off the whole concert except for 'Best of both worlds'.
What a pity.
Lord of the rings was Hot.

My sister doesn't have school tomorrow.
She's watching Camp Rock now.
Way to make me feel better.

Ben Romans is 27.
WTH.
Oh well.
Can't blame him for that.
The rest of the Click are all around 26 average except for Kyle.
Nit.
wit.

I've got a lot of stuff to do.
It's the first day tomrrow of the second semester.
GREAT.

Red bull, unfortunately i think i might need it tonight.
Sorry justina.

COULD MY LIFE GET ANY WORSE???!!!
SAVE ME SAVE ME SAVE ME!!!!!!

I just had to post today.

Actually i'd throw in pictures if i wasn't feeling so lazy and uberly hopeless.

I was just watching a bit of the movie 'Taking Five' that stars the Click Five. But no Kyle, just Eric. Because it was premiered on Kids Central eons ago and i never ever knew about it, i didn't get to watch the whole thing, and apparently some parts were chopped off like the part where Gabby (Daniella Monet) kissed Manson (Joey Zehr).

*BREATHES*

HOKAY. So i was looking for the DVD online but i don't really think it is out yet therefore the searches were all terrribly inacccurate. Even HMV didn't have it so really, what were the chances of other shops having it. I'm still going to check Video Ezy anyway but because their interenet page has a problem searching for DVD's, looks like i have to do it, on foot. GREAT. Just what i need. I WANT THE DVD MAN!

The movie seems pretty good though i don't think it did very well, but it really seems like a nice movie, not just because i am a Click Five fan ok? It was kinda like a disney movie, but i did not expect the kidnapping part. At all. And again, somehow, just somehow, Joey was kinda blonde again, and Ben, was... emotional. But nice. :) And we didn't see much of Ethan or Joe, that probably explains why Ethan sounded unenthuciastic while talking about the movie to Seventeen mag.

I want to meet the Click Five! X(

And the Jo Bros! X(

I wanna move to America.

Well i don't know how i'll make it there cause there so many more people prettier and more talented than me.

I mean, i can't even tell a difference between and F and F#.

And i suck at the piano. X(

That sucks.

No, i suck.

Well at least i'm not blonde i suppose.

I wish the rebonding on my hair will grow out faster because i seriously look like a messed up mop.

Even blondes have beeter hair than me! X(

Now i sound as if i've got self-esteem issues.

BOY.

Some kinda life i have.

Remember how i said i'd post when there's something REALLY interesting to talk about? Well this isn't exactly interesting but REALLY alarming.

Anyway, lat night at about 10.47, i took my dog out for a walk and i accidently hooked the leash to the wrong part of the collar, so when she yanked at it a broke free! I was like 'OMG!!! ALEX!!! SAPPHIRE ESCAPED!!!' And that sounded pretty stupid cause it sounded as if she was some major criminal. On with the story, i just dropped the leash on the ground, and started sprinting like shit. My sister than joined me than overtook me. DUH. We were both damned pissed because we had just bathed and we were going to go to bed soon and unfortunately enough, my mum just had to twist her ankle, carelessly. Because she couldn't control Sapphire on her walk early in the morning wearing crappy slippers.

About 5 mins later, there we were on Yio Chu Kang Road, my sister in platform like slippers (the one my mum tripped in) and me, in spaghetti straps and really short shorts running pass the bus stop and few Indian workers, looking completely retarded because our dog outran us. Then suddenly my dog started running on the road! I tell you. Like why the road? Not as if there are any cats there or something. Alex and i started calling her but she didn't listen. A car came and had to break and a bus came too! It was the 70 double deck ones so i was bloody freaked out of my mind. I mean well it was at night and it's quite hard to see. Thank goodness she's pretty big and white. Anyway after much honking, she ran back to the pavement and my sister caught up and sat on her. Seriosuly, she didn't squish her, but she just made us sprint 1km without warming up whatsoever! Obviously we were tired. In the end, my sister flagged a cab and took her home. Yes, doggie in a cab. The best part was that she looked extremely happy enjoying the air-con and i wanted to slap her for looking annoyingly happy and making us run like losers. But she's still a dog. What the dog.

My poppa had a good laugh this morning when he came back from flight. We got the 'See la! Who ask you never excercise! You got outran by your own dog!' Well actually she's momma's dog we weren't exactly keen but we took her anyway. Whatever pops. I bet she can totally outrun you too. XD



For those who know that i may be migrating, it's still probable. I'm not sure, my future seems just kinda undecided right now. I really want to go overseas and pursue my crazy dream as i've told some but i also really can't go cause Robin's here. That's making things really tough. Right now, i haven't really come to any decision yet and my dad's still deeply thinking about it. So i dont know... I don't really know anthing about the long-distance stuff, but i don't really want to think about it now... Well actually, it already feels that way because of O's and Penguins and such. :( Oh well, all i can do is hope... Sean, dancing, stars? I don't see it. :P I'll try my best not to move. :)

Je T'aime, Je T'aime, Je T'aime! You know that don't you? ;)

Thanks dot! You inspire me in more ways than one. I think french is sexy. :D

I don't know why Penguin dislikes me bloging but who cares.

I get up with a sore throat. And looks like i'll have to bear with that for a while.

My Penguin can't wake up to go for 9am because she was watching her stupid Korean drama yesterday, appaerntly till about 4am.

Well i don't care, i'm going. When i sleep late, they force me to get up anyway. If i'm going alone, i'm going. Caused i haven't hugged him in a long time. That's what i want to do. Not watch senseless Korean dramas and then have to listen to 'Why do you want to go huh?' I've had enough of that. It's freaking retarded ok? It's annoying.

I'm going for mass. Peeps.




At 2.52pm.

They woke up in the end.

And i didn't get to hug him. AGAIN. It's like a month already... X( I hate this. Maybe we'll see each other and have more time after the O's... :) The little time we will have left... But for now, i guess it's our own way now yea?...

Momma Penguin, alex and i went to St. Theresa's to see grandpa... I wish he was still around... I'm sure he'd be the most wonderful grandpa in the world... Now that... Nevermind.

Today's father's day. I completely forgot. Well Pops Pegnuin is not here so that's quite ok... But it is boring. Cause momma Penguin's corny jokes aren't all that stupid. XD

Happy confirmation frannypoo! Loves you! :)

Brother took my pulse thingy at church today. He said that i'm not sleeping enough because i'm always so worried and upset. THAT'S TRUE. And i'm too heaty too. I'm hot. SHOOTS.

School's gonna start soon already. So it's back to the major mugging spree again. Great. Everything's just gotta wait till after the O's. X( This sucks. How am i supposed to get proper rest?

I'm thinking about the states again, the Jo Bros. Mr Dickherber, Smilemaker, Pa Dutch Ditties, Gallpoing Goose and Zehr (So short! What a spolier). Maybe we should go there instead... Maybe moving isn't so bad anymore. Seriously, my name should be Unlucky and probably they should get Lindsay to sing this one for me. Sorry Brits.

I've also decided not to blog for a long while (i think) and i'll probably not be updating my friendster or facebook unless there's something REALLY interesting to share. Let's face it, i've got a boring life and nothing's going or happening for me anymore... :( Haha. Well actually i just want to hit the books and start music-ing again. Gotta prepare myself for my states trip at the end of the year. :) If i really make it there, i'll probably stay there. :) My parents said ok, the australia part, they can figure that out. I'm for the states, at this point of time. :)

I'm going to take a nap now anyway. I feel like crying terribly so i'd better sleep.

Oh yea! I got a new pair of school shoes! And i love it! XD Some sort of retart i am.

Nitwits.








I thought that I should let you know, that my heart is Damaged. So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

Oh gosh, i woke up feeling pretty terrible today. And it all started with the strawberry yoghurt. Haa~ Oh well. My day was really boring really. I spent half the day thinking and the other half... stoning.

I just came back from Father JJ's 10th ordaination anniversary dinner and it was pretty ok. I didn't really like the food, but what was worse, I WAS BORED TO DEATH. TO DEATH I TELL YA'! My sister again with angeline were in a world of their own and i was sitting there, stoning, in space. Daniel had to wave at me twice. I'm sure he looked very bored too. :( Then i started thinking again.

I always feel so lonely in church you know, like there's no one there for me... Then i start thinking about my school friends and i feel so much like crying because i was really wishing they were there with me, at that very time, and very place. When i leave school, i'm never going to ever them. Though they aren't catholics, i still love them all the same and i'd never trade them for anything. Never.

Just a few days ago, i found that my dad had made plans to migrate. I really couldn't believe it. I thought he put it off once and for all. I don't know, I really don't want to go. My MG sisters and Robin, they mean the world to me. I was just getting it all right... And now I find out that there's a probability i'll have to let them go. Besides that, there's not much here for me i guess. Everyone in church appreciates my sister more so she'll be a greater loss to them. In time they'll say 'Alex had a sister?' You don't need to pretend take care of me really, i think i'm better off without you.

But right now, I don't want to go... Please! Unless i can take them with me... Please...

I'm waiting for that day...

I can completely relate to Mitchie's situation in Camp Rock. Actually, i feel just like her. That girl, and that song... But it seems like no one has faith in me, and what i want to be. Although hope is bleak, i won't give up. I won't...

This is me...

It's so unfair,
you have all the time in the world to make mistakes.
But when you found what you've really been looking for,
the time you have is so short.
And the pain is going to be just all that more unbearable.
Please God, tell me this isn't so.
I don't want to let go...

I can't,
i just,
can't.

Someone please tell me that i'm dreaming.

Oh no. People may not believe me but i actually think i'm getting over the Jo Bros!!! OH NO!!! THE SKY IS FALLING!!! Idk. It's just been like that cause i've been madly obsessing over the Click 5, cause it's seriously not your fault when you attempt to meet them twice but in the end you never at all. Then it drives you completely crazy. I can still can remember last year how i cried because my mum got to take a picture with three of them but i didn't. So not fair! And she didn't even know all their names. She only knew Kyle cause he was the cute and tall one. So whatever. Well at least she knows their names now and knows how to sing most of their songs! Go momma! XD TAKE THAT ALL YOU LOUSY CHEAPSKATE FANS WHO ONLY KNOW THE SONG 'JENNY' FROM THEIR SECOND ALBUM AND THINK KYLE PATRICK IS HOT!!! EVEN MY MUM KNOWS MORE THAN YOU!!! XD Sorry. Gone a bit bezerk. :D

I went to Kevin's house yesterday. LALALALALA. ;D I didn't know you could compile so many books in one room. WOW. :) And this is probably the first time i see bicycles kept in the house. Cool! :D And this is also the first time that i see that the second child gets the elevated bed and the older brother has to sleep on the lower one, with the teddy bear. ;) Huu~ Lol. But i can't say i didn't have fun as much as it was four boys and one girl, his friends were really nice and pretty funny too, and i had NO IDEA that they were a year younger than me. THANKS KEVIN. You so owe me for that. This was so much better than the group outing i had last year i had with gabriel and co. I felt like a stranger. Except to rachel, daniel and gabriel (duh). But i'm pretty close to Keith now. So that's cool. :) OH yes. I realised i suck at something! Xbox games!!! HAHAHAHA. Lol. Well then again i don't know. Never really touched one before and boys are a natural at these kinda games. :) Really. I learnt a new word! FUNFAIR! XD Still don't know what it means though... The terminology and such. :P And the food was good! With red wine in the pasta. LOL! Maybe they should've added red bull and see what would happen to me, right siti? XD Nah, don't think anyone would wanna see that. Kinda unsightly. VAL! IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!! :D Sorry, i have to blame you. :P

Oh wells. Gotta go now. Deliver some photos and then back to the books. Oh yea. And fix my stupid specs! X( So annoying. Kevin you OWE ME. YOU NEARLY KILLED MY EYES! and my dad a meal. :P



We don't need to go that far,
let's hold on to where we are.
If it's real we'll make it through,
cause all i need is you.

YES. Today is here at last. Well it'll soon be over so that sucks too. I finally persuaded the Penguins after two day of sobbing, dry eyes, specs and and deal making. The poppa Penguin took it pretty well only the momma Penguin was a bit difficult to bypass. She eventually gave in anyway. Make me debate for so long. HMPH. It's either that or she had to stick to my deal. XD HELLO I MEAN HIS PARENTS ARE AT HOME!!! I with seriously don't get it. Just because it's a guy. Gee wiz these people. My eyes i still dry and they hurt. I blame them. :P

YAY! Keith is back. Though he's probably in dreamland right now. Can't wait to catch up with him cause i missed him last year. And miss i mean as didn't get a chance to catch up with him. The Jo Bros are still IN Keith. They're are still HOT. XD

I'M HAVING CRAB FOR LUNCH!!! :D

I'M GOING TO KEVIN'S HOUSE LATER!!! LALALALALALALALALALA. Kevin Kevin Kevin!!! XD

Feeling a bit the WHOO.




Click 5 webisodes are SO funnyyy. OUTRAGEOUS. XD People should watch.

"F*** you and your... KNOBS!"

Ben being THE BITCH.

"Dude. You should be standing in the back playing keyboards. You are lucky we even let you on stage."

HAHA. Ethan. Alex. I take back him being passive part. XD

"Where's KYLE? SHADDUP. WHERE'S KYLE?"

I think thats the only time emo Joe spoke. :P

"DUDE. It's your fault. You're always being a dick to him!"

Nicely said Blonde Joey (to Ben).

"I have this feeling that Ben just doesn't like me you know. And then that gets me really annoyed and then he ends up getting pissed. And then everyone gets pissed and seem to just feed off being pissed at each other. Then everything just turns into a shit storm."

Poor Kyle. He totally didn't sign up for that. Way to get more chicks though. :D



And that's the reason why, when you're young you fall in love.

1 minute and the earth begins to shake
2 minutes and my heart begins to break
Another minute and he makes me feel brand new
That's just 3 minutes with you
4 minutes and he's everything I see
5 minutes and he's where I wanna be
Another mintue everything just feels so new
I need 6 minutes with you, 6 minutes.

I MISS MY ROBBIE-POO!!!!!!

OH gosh. I've been dying to post since monday but i've been busy doing work and trying to convert videos on a screwed computer. And believe me. It is NOT easy.

For the past few days since sunday, i've been very incapable of getting five amazingly talented guys out of my head, going by the names, Ben Romans, Joe Guese, Joey Zehr, Ethan Mentzer and every girl's hearthrob Kyle Patrick (not being biased her). If you still don't know who they are,

YOU GOTTA BE FREAKING KIDDING ME!!!!!!

Anyway, i'm one of the lucky people who got to catch the Click 5 in concert at the SIS and i'm so glad i went! Although i'm not as lucky as SOME PEOPLE, i still had a B-L-A-S-T, exclamation mark (!) Yea, i was high though i didn't drink red bull before i went for the concert. It was a great concert and Kyle didn't once go off key despite the jumping around and not changing. The music was AWESOME too. They sounded really good unlike some bands that sound terrible live. Now that's, what i call TALENT. I admittedly was one of the crazies that jumped and screamed like the good fan that i am and sacrificed my screaming and jumping an periods of time when i so needed to get a video of them. People who went just to sit there and turn around to look at me scream "KYLE'S SO SEXY!!!", screw you ok? At least i go there to have fun like i should at a concert. XD I wonder how the two guys sitting beside me tolerated my screaming... :P I'm also going to be one of the first people to get their third album. Their new songs were BLOODY BRILLIANT! as Ron Weasley would put it. Anyway, I fell in love with all their new songs. I cant WAIT till it comes out. XD OH YEA! Charlie Guese is really cute. ;D

And alex, as much as you say that Ethan is not passive. I still disagree. :D

Picture time! I'm feeling kinda high, so i've decided to put up limited pics of the Click 5 from last year's 'sneaking off to my mother's school to the Click 5' event and the concert this year. :) I'll show you more when i get the chance.





Ben sings a Kiss song!


My sister got this awesome pic of Kyle before they left in the bus.












Kyle and Jo rock!


They debut their new song. 'There You Are' XD


Kyle, Ethan and Joe for the radical guitar performance!










The three amigos Ben, Ethan and Jo doing their thing.


Kyle rocking out to Jo's solo!


Kyle's again rocking out but now to Ben's solo. For those of you who aren't very sure, yes, Ben is indeed rolling on stage but still playing his keyboard! AMAZING!~


I just thought Kyle's pose was sexy. XD


They take a picture to bring home! Aww!




Headlight Disco AWESOMENESS!!! ROCK ON!!! XD


OH NO!!!!!! THE END.


The young Charlie Goese. He made the great video before the concert started!


Me!