Su-lynn: Victoria, are you jealous that Miley was dating Nick?
Me: No. Why would i? She sounds like a duck.
Yea. A really successful one. How could i even judge someone. How could i. Not only that, what right have i? She's way more talented than me and successful. The world is such a scary place, how people manipulate and scheme their way to success, and yet they forget the little people that help them along the way... It changes them, causing them to forget their friends... They become someone else. I realize my place in this world. I'm so insignificant amongst the people who are somebody's and have their fufilled their dream. And me? I'm here, failing my subjects though trying very hard and i'm a significant nobody. My parents and God have blessed me with so much and this is all i can give them, my ugly report card. I am a disgrace. I am sorry i am so useless. I am sorry i can't play the piano well. I'm sorry i'm not responsible enough... I've tried. I know i did. It's not good enough as it seems, but i'm going to keep trying... I'll tell them today so i can endure... endure... I let you down... I'm sorry... I just need to keep telling myself... Looks like i am entirely to blame... Useless child.
Me: Miss Lau, can i go to the toilet please?
Miss Lau: Is it the really urgent type?
Me:(Nods)
Miss Lau: Okay.
I thought i wouldn't step back in the class again.
I wanted to run, run and accidently fall over the corridor railing...
Fall...
fall...
down.
I've lost.
I've lost.
I have lost.
Why is everyone smiling when she's crying?