It's crazy how wrong you can be about a person, you think they're one thing but they turn out to be the exact opposite.

PTM today. I can't even tell you how horrible i feel. My mum verbally fought with my lit teacher. And i was on the brink of crying. I was so thankful dorothy was there to make me smile with her lame jokes, that was just perfect cure. :) I used to look up to my lit teacher in sec 1, now all i think of her, is as the person who put me so down, i feel like i wasn't meant to even understand the word literature. I'm not terribly good at literature, but i'm trying. She seriously didn't have to so bluntly put it to me that i was weak i should drop the subject? Why in the world should I? My mum was terribly furious with her that her face was completely red. I swear. (I don't mean swear swear) I feel absolutely stupid for letting this happen in the first place. I if i wasn't so hirrble at the subject, my mum need not even see her. I'm probably i'm going to get hell from her from now on. But i don't care. I detest her. I don't want to, but i detest her with every fibre of my being. I'm sorry it had to be this way, but you're terribly wrong about what you said.

I want to hold you and cry on your shoulder.