But it's only for a moment. If you were my heart you'd know just how pissed i am. Yes, it was raining today. And of course i love the rain. School was peachy but i had to get stuck in the rain on the way home and i got drenched, COMPLETELY. Not to mention, i had one and a half hours of chem tuition just now after a maths lessons in school. Way to kill my brain cells. I couldn't talk on the ride home. I was boiling on the inside. I still am absolutely angry at my mum for putting me up for chem tuition. I shut my mouth, just nodding at whatever she said and then it came. My mum's usual 'WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?! SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOUR MOUTH?' Note to self: I had not done anything wrong. I hadn't ansewered back neither was i rude. I was simply trying to control my anger. If her reaction implied that she wants me to speak up, she'll have tables and chairs flying in her direction. No biggie. Easy to do. Of course i don't want to be angry at her, but i can't help it. And i can never rebel if not i'll just get another slap in the face. I feel like crying, i feel as if i'm bleeding hate. I want to sleep and hope the anger subsides till next week, i hope it rains tonight...