Happy belated valentine's! I've been really tired sleeping at 2 and all. Studying. Oh boy. I've got the lonely blues again. AND I ABSOLUTELY DETEST MY HORRIBLE HORRIBLE TIMING FOR EVERTHING. For already this whole year, there absolutely hasn't been that opportune moment for me. Hate it, hate it, HATE IT!!! I want to be closer to him... It doesn't have to be that now... Just me. 1. WHY??!! ACK! I can't help it!!! WAAAHHH!!! OK. SHADDUP VICK. SHADDUP!!!... Btw, Star misses you a lot, and she wants to give you the 'hug' and would like to do the 'hanging out' (somehow) more. She's been having the feelings for you too... (end of message from star) ... Anywho, I still got the absolute Jonas fever. XD Don't think that would go away that easily. I'm having this majorly sad dream for to meet the Jonas Brothers and sing to me 'Hello Beautiful'. XD If that was my V'day present from a guy who i really love, i think i'd just melt. OK. CONTROL. I still got years. Back to JB, whenever i do the magazine quizes and all, my final match always ends up as Nick. The quiet, cute, senstive one. Seems really quite true to me. :)Point to note for the week, destroying tablets is troublesome and painful for the thumbs, and expired vitamin c tablets, is just plain, disgusting. OK, time to mug. :(

Happy CNY! YAY! I'm so happy I finally went to watch a movie on wednesday with siti! 27 dresses none another then. The theatre was 1/4 packed with Mg girls! Not suprising though. Amazing movie. I'm definitely gonna get the dvd somehow when it comes out. James Marsden. Charming as always and Katherine Heigl was uber funny! Loved it. Felt like crying at some parts. Hehe. I'm a real sucker for this type of story lines. YES! And on that day I managed to pick up two magazines with huge Jo Bro posters in it!!! Boy. Was I lucky! :D Reunion dinner was good. YUM! And the tobias and cousins were in the recording studio again after recording the party's just begun in Dec 07'. And for the first time on saturday i played the Xbox at uncle anthony's house. DOA. Awesome. I got the hang of it really fast. Can't believe it. At tuition, i had to wear my short sleeved jacket over my white blouse so that toot mohsin would shut up. While sir was marking siti's work, christian and i were staring at her chocolate chip cookie's, then christian suddenly blurted out, 'Cookie!' in a super baby but somewhat duck like voice which i agreed on with siti. Me and siti instantly were like - OMG! And we were laughing our heads off!He was trying to relate it too a small boy asking for a cookie. It was BLOODY hilarious. XD Later, I had to go for my aunt's 25th wedding anniversary dinner at the 'Song of India' where it was sooo cold, I took several ocassions to cam whore with my sister and cousin in the toilet. Which was really dark, but clean. I had a real nice drink too! :P And everyone likes my bakerboy hat! Yipee! Except one person. Hmph. Spoil my day. :( Oh well. time to start mugging again. I have two tests on V'day. Damn.

Gosh. I'm really referring to everything in JoBro lyrics. I can't not talk about them! I've been studying this whole while, but i really have to get this out with... Anyway, this picture of me being cast away has been in my mind... and i can't really sleep. Cast away cause i'm like i'm hindrance or something... by a that person who means so much to me... I don't why i keep thinking of that but i always feel like crying when i think of that. I mean... I must have really really hurt him that last time... yet still, he's so nice to me. I've wasted months. Wishing i could take them back and never had said those words. I wonder why i was so foolish and blind. I just want everything as it was before! Ich liebe ihn... Ich tue wirklich. Ich muss ihm erklären, dass ich ihn liebe. Ich werde lasse ihn nie wieder gehen... If i got that right. I'd think i'd get like 5.5/10 for sentence cinstruction or something like that. I'm terrible at lauguages... I really have to try to sleep now... I needa study tomorrow. Gotta reach my goal. :)

A real quiet today really. And unfortunately misery loves company, so that's how i'm feeling, miserable. Gosh. I really wish i could sing and perform. I really really want to. And am i dying to meet the Jonas Brothers. I seriously have OJD! (For those of you who don't know what is, it's the Obssessive Jonas Disease as diagnosed by Perezhilton.com) I'M LITERALLY DYING TO MEET THEM. Gosh. I can't even believe how obsessed i am! This is even than the click five thing i had. My diary is covered with their pictures, so is my file and my computer, and soon my room wall will be covered with their gorgeous and talented faces too. OMG!!! Aww man... My weekend is completely spoilt. Horrible. Maybe i should stop reading mushy mangas. I just bought the last vol. of fruits basket. Kyo + Tohru=... Now all i keep thinking of is... Ack! NO! *SLAP SLAP SLAP* Let's just say that i'm really wishing for something miraculous to happen... I don't want to feel selfish, but who am i kidding, i want ... to myself! And i'm not sure why... Maybe it's something, there. Not a chance like that will happen again i'm sure though. I'm a bad luck girl. Literally! I think i'm maybe just regretting too much lately and just making myself upset... It's back to being good old ignored vick. Yay! But i'm lonely... I want the Jo Bros!!! and...

HAH! Yes! Finally, justice! After 9 long years in MG we finally get a day off for good O'level results! It'll be linked to the chinese new year holiday so we get a extra long break. XD Thank you so much Mrs Ong!!! PE thankfully wasn't too bad today cause Miss Soo came back! :D And i scored a pretty neat goal while playing handball. Though i feel a bit bad for going tough on val. I missed a bith of chinese period today too to sell jelly which was acutally agar. Oh well. :) That's business right? I feel really quite bad for Shao Jean too... She really put in quite a bit of effort for the song thing... :( Cheer up. Me like it! :) Yay. The weekend is here! Another hectic saturday! Oh boy. But there's always sunday!!! And i... XD