I felt incredibly like a guai failure today. Sounds really weird. But yes. I was really very guai doing all my work in school and listening like an angel even though i was especially tired today. And i went to mac's at AMK to have lunch and studied my lit! Actually, i have been super guai this year so far. Neat! Now to the failure part. I still can't get over the uber careless mistakes in my a math test and my e math test today when the teacher deprived us of five whole precious minutes! You wouldn't believe how angry Meera was. Well everyone was. Naturally. When i was in the bus today, my pre-JC fear came back. Boys. Unavoidable. Not that i don't talk to any but i HARDLY do. I only can bring myself to talk to a few. I'm so not ready for that. Also, i've been feeling increasingly lonely these days, i'm not sure why... And as if i want to be alone sometimes. Gosh, girls are really compicated. It feels good to have peace and quiet nowadays, after a rage of adrenaline last year. But it's definately good to get the adrenaline going on and off. I wish i could be a kid again. I would have gone out to play instead of watching tv. I miss going out to play in my old neighbourhood. :( Well, at least i still have my bunny with me! And there's PE tomorrow! Yipee! No handball please! There are bound to be casualties.