Hopefully, i'll get a better head start this year. I've been stressing my butt out, as you can see i haven't posted for a while. I promised myself i shall study hard and aim for VJ. Yes. I must, i must. :) Studying really hard, hopefully i'll be on the news next year. (YEAH RIGHT!) Oh my gosh. I'm so scared of boys in JC. Shit. Tomorrow is my chem O'level SPA and i really shouldn't be up this late, but anyway... I'm really loathing SOME people now who have a day off from school tomorrow while i'm stuck in school. Where's the justice in that? I've officially got the Obsessive Jonas Disease!!! I'm so high, it feels like i'm flying!!! Yay!!! They're so hot!!! Burning my eyes!!! AAAHHH!!! And i can still recall two weeks ago whe isabel pulled off the long jump with her shoe flying off. I'm sorry. It's just too hard to forget. :D I'm really happy but so far and really down at points of time too, but i think i know everything will be ok. My dad's been really great. I love him sooo much. And my sister's been annoying as usual, but i still love her for making me feel so stupid about doing a certain something which i TOTALLY regret doing. I'd done anything thing to stop that from happening. YATA! (You wish i could bend space and time.) I completely HATE myself for doing that. I could just slap myself a millions of times! Oh well, i can't change the past... OK. (Here comes the emo part.) Well at least there always still hope there for me. :) I really want to hug that person so much. I so hate gossipers. You totally made my day today! When don't you ever? :) You never ever fail to make me smile, i love that so much about you. You always spin my gloomy day right around, i can never thank you enough for that. You give me so much hope. :) I think i **** you. (Fill in the blanks) You're just ever so dear to me. Sometime i wonder who'd i'd be without you and all my friends. I love you all so much. All of my friends have seen me through that period, thank you so much. You see past me, and remain my friend. Honestly you guys have absolutely no idea how much your friendship means to me. I always feel so alone, but i know i always have you guys to count on. I never want that friendship to fade. I can never get through this year without all of you. I'm holding on to all of you and never letting you go, never again. (Here comes the spoiler.) And sandra and francesca, please please please spare me your arguments on whose laughter sounds stupid! It's killing me! As a matter of fact, they sound the same. :D Gotta sleep now, mummy's nagging! Uh-oh!